Lately, all That Man and I have been doing is hashing out our relationship with lots of hurt, rage, frustration, sadness, confusion and tears. The range of emotions for either of us, on any given day, will range from hope to wrist-slitting despair. And that's usually before noon.
I hear you on this. I have felt this way with my husband as well. Will it get better or are we doomed to fail? Some days are filled with all sorts of promise, and then others...a giant handful of pills and a bottle of liquor seem like a good idea all of a sudden.
ReplyDeleteI was talking to a good friend and I said, "maybe i am supposed to be with this man". It was weird. For the first time I stopped thinking that I wasn't supposed to be with him and convincing myself to leave. I accepted that maybe I was the problem. Time will tell....
I am thinking about you. Hang in there.